Do I try and be with the girl I love but doesn’t want to be with me or do I just forget about her and try to move on with my life? I’m seriously in the hardest point in my life. I truly love this girl, she is basically my ideal partner but she’s not ready for commitment and I am. She said she loves me and wants me but has yet to tell me she’s ready for a relationship. We were just friends and hanging out for awhile and talking about possibly having a future and then when things started to get a bit more serious she backed away and left me wondering what I did wrong. This girl is the love of my life and I truly believe I’ll never find someone like her. She’s beautiful inside and out. She’s the highlights of my day. Waking up to her good morning texts makes me always have a wonderful day, and even though I’ve been through the rough time part of me just wants to completely devote all of myself to her. I think she deserves someone like me in her life, she tell me I’m the only one to make her smile when she’s feeling down. I’m her one and only but why doesn’t she want to have a relarionship with me? Is there something wrong with me? Is there someone else she wants? Am I good enough? Am I just over thinking? Am I just stupid for trying to give her myself? I don’t know what to do, I’m confused. I get mixed signals. She kissed her older neighbor last week when we weren’t talking and I almost feel betrayed, and I shouldn’t feel that way because she’s single and can do whatever she wants with whoever. I’m sad. I want her all to myself. I want her to want me and us just as much as I want her and us to be together. Aghhhhh sorry for the rant. Not like anyone reads this and if you do congratulations for being an amazing person.